Sunday, April 23, 2006 @ 6:31 AM
why is it that everytime when you wish for smth or wanting smth to happen that way so badly. and when it nearly came true, its gone agn? why does it always stop halfway and vanishes without a trace? well, at least its like tht for me. probably ppl wld say thats because you didnt work hard enough for it to happen that way. but why didnt ppl think that what if its because ppl spoils your 'plan' without knowing it? ppl do things the way they like it best. they didnt think about the concequences did they? probably they did and didnt care either. they didnt care bout what wld happen after a moment of pleasure/fun they had. they care bout the present, not the near future nor the far future. you reap what you sow. every single thing you've done wld affect you as well as the people or things ard you. as well as this post i've made. probably its wld affect some ppl after reading this. probably it wont. but this is my blog. you dont have the right to make me stop blogging. i must be mad posting these kinda things. cos i've really got nth to do. FUCKINGLY BORED. but these are what i've thought about. think about it. dont knw whether going to my grandma's house ltr anot. im so tired now. i dont seem to feel the stress of exams coming. just panic-ky, i guess. 22APRILo6SATURDAY324PM
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